Miscellania

I dont wanna grow up from kcirtap101 on 8tracks . A lot has changed in the past few weeks. I should be writing but I haven't had the time. Today was my last day of high school and I am so happy. I am cleaning out my room right now to mark the end of this era and also because it is filthy. This summer: -Tennis every day -Yoga every day -Reading soo much to be continued...

This is a poem from a really strange dream I had last night. In the dream "this" poem was read to me by a stranger. This is what I've done with what I remember of the poem combined with some things I've been trying to express in a poem lately. Thought this would be a little more simple but the post it notes on my mirror like adhesive memoirs  are thought bubbles from my reflection I'd thought it through though or at least so I'd thought I guess not Through her initials marked on places in our neighborhood we communicated this way we had of "running into each other" by carved names and declarations of our presence now our stories twist like the stems of flowers who'd chinned up at the sound of her laughter Though I know he's digging me cause his nails are digging into me it keeps sliding up my throat to the tip of my tongue but I swallow your name back down to my gut turning taste buds into goose b...

Right now I am eating lunch. At 11am.... But I have been starving dice last night and with nothing in the house to eat here I am now. Yesterday I had a tennis match and my team won! And I won my individual match with my partner too! Then I left my IPhone on the school bus that drove us home and after some chaos (mostly on my moms part) and some good samaritans I have it back. After plans got convoluted with my boyfriend yesterday Elise and I decided to go to deer tick's show at the jbo. That took a lot of effort too as we couldn't find an ATM anywhere. The show was great and my brother was there too! Oh yeah and Muscle Russ! Overnight at Moho Sunday! Yeee!!! -m

I've been thinking a lot about commitment and what it means to me. I remember once telling my friend at the beginning of this year that I find it hard to stay committed to new endeavors. Now, as the year is closing, I don't see myself this way at all anymore. I have been in a wonderful, silly, strong relationship with the best (albeit metal as anything) boyfriend for a year next month. I have been consistent at my workplace and have established it as a place I love to be in my heart and mind. I always strive to help anyone I can and I have met some amazing people from all walks of life. I have strengthened my relationships with my best friends and feel so comfortable being open and honest with myself and with them. My peels and I are an elaborate ecosystem and we are always there to fill in and help each other out. I have made new friends and consistently put in effort to maintain these new relationships. I have few fears of losing any of my friends to college or after gr...

Things I want to buy at the mall with my friends but can't because I don't get paid til tomorrow. I will return for you my pretties!!

I think I am going to pass out and I'm nowhere near finished. This is my checklist.... Yup.... I've completed 2 things. I don't know what to do I hate everything. I have some errands to run before I pick up my boyfriend at Umass... Just want to eat chocolate until I comatose.  -M