Miscellania

Slept at the Ashe's. I'll be home later this afternoon. Then, Sam comes home from Portugal, so there's gonna be a get together at her house. Later, M

I don't need either of them, but i WANT both of them. I'm in the car with Elise's family going to a gaelic soccer game (Sean's playing!) and festival. L8er, M

Every day that goes by, goes by light years faster than the day prior to it. And seems lightyears slower than the preceding day. This is also true with summers, school vacations, and years. It is scaring the living fuck out of me. The more time I experience, the more the times blur together and the less it all means. I'm having myself a good cry and feeling old. I am 84 years old. I'm turning fucking 16 in October.

I'm going to spend the next few days writing and reading and ignoring the internet. My mind will fill with experiences journal pages will fill with recollections. Goodnight and godspeed.

Against the sun, against the traffic As my mother drove home listening to Girl Talk a man beckoned her to place the weight from her sole to his soul, the pedal to the medal, the bone to the pavement and allow him to expel the spiraling, tiring angst from his body with one last exhalation.

Hellooo friends, I'm still in Vermont. Tonight is my last night here. I've been having some wild adventures. Yesterday, my brother Derek and I went kayaking down the river here. At one part there were quite a bit of rapids and I hit into a rock and flipped over. I held onto the kayak so that it woudn't drift away down the river, but as I held on I was dragged through the water into rocks. I was getting hit in the face and especially the shins. Every step I tried to take, my kayak would weigh be down and the current would sweep my off my feey. My legs are so battered and ruined, my freaking TOES are bruised. All the while, my brother was ahead of me watching and trying to help by paddling against the current to no avail because he had caught my paddle when it floated away and was trying to balance himself, paddle back to me, and have both paddles with him. I was shaking and screaming, I really thought I was going to die, I was on a crazy adrenaline rush. Anyways, we finall...

Hey Everyone, I'm in my parents camper in Vermont right now. My mom and I drove here listening to Girl Talk and debating which one of us got to be Thelma. She claims she looks more like her, which I agree with. But, she should be Louise because she's older and because I should get to do it with Brad Pitt. Siiigh Anyways, I was planning to stay the week but I will probably come home Tuesday. My brothers Danny, Derek, and Steve are coming up tomorrow and Steve and Danny are bringing their girlfriends. I bought some film for my two 35mm cameras but the one I use the most and trust the most is making a strange sound and the zoom isn't working that well. I guess that's just how it goes when you buy a camera at a flea market for 1$. I also have my digital camera so I'll probably be taking pictures with that too. On Monday my mom and I are going to Chester to go antique/vintage shopping so that will be fun and hopefully I'll find some goodies. The new camper is huge an...