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Chris Bunce thought the fossils looked like carrots, so he couldn't participate in class.

October 27

As the three of us giggly white girls bounded down the dirty streets of downtown Springfield, blasting jay-z's 99 problems, I realized how badly I was craving french toast.

October 26

It was while I was reading Lord of the Flies, at midnight, my step-father called me "Mi" and I realized I could never fully disconnect myself from you. Part of me never wants to.

Dear Friend 009.

& I've grown disgusted. Frustrated, tormented, and apprehensive. I'll say it again, like I said it but a few months ago, i know what it feels like to do everything in your power, just to make someone happy, and it seem like they don't appreciate or care at all over and over again. and then when you need it returned it never happens and when you really need something they're not there. You don't deserve to feel like that but neither do I. I don't know what you want me to do or how I should feel. I don't want to bum you out but I can't just sit around letting you hurt me because I care about you. I don't mean to insist you're doing something that you're really not trying to do but this is how I feel and I can't sacrifice it anymore. I 'm so worn out from trying to make you happy all the time, and you're not even my boyfriend or anything of the sort I've needed you and you haven't b...

Sunday

And as I locked my door. I questioned for the first time if I was shutting something in, or keeping something out.

Systematic

My self pity means nothing. My expectations mean nothing. Living and being are two seperate things. The message is in the cave. I left my sweater in your car. Can I get a picture? Dust in your hair, plastic eyes. We were diamonds and they mined us. By the time I've figured it out, the song has ended and we're going home.

A whole lot of happenings

My birthday was great. I received over 200$ from my mom/Steve, my dad, Kim, my mom's sister, Steve's mother, Elise, and my dad's sister/cousins. My mother also gave me a whole bunch of much needed makeup, The Sims 2 Apartment Life from Sam,Kelly gave me a new flannel shirt that I had picked out on one of our shopping trips, Alex gave me some candy and a card, my dad gave me an american apparel forest green hoodie that hasn't come in yet, Tiffany gave me some cupcakes that had H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y M I A written on them, which was very sweet and yummy at the same time. I also got other cards/signs from a lot of people from school, and countless birthday hugs. Overall, it was a really nice birthday, and I felt loved and appreciated by everyone. I had a small gathering with Steve, my mom, and A&K the night before my birthday, and a little diddly at my dad's with him, Kim, Broadie (of course) my dad's sister Sue, my cousin Sarah, Sue's boyfriend Ron, A...